in a dream...

i saw you, once in a dream
vivid, not surreal
even there you make me fall

i can see all the colors
as you spin your heels
i embrace the steep plummit

i watch you, never blinking
you have slain me so
with your monna lisa smile

i adore all that you are
before waking up
on the last burst of beauty

ano ba talaga gusto mo?

ano ba talaga gusto mo?

yun bang anim na taon na sa high school?

yun bang astang gangster?

yun bang mukhang adik na chain smoker?

o yung sumuko na sa pag-aaral kasi tinamad lang basta?

*

pwede naman yung matino.

sumusunod sa bawat sabihin at hilingin mo.

nagpupursigi sa iskwela para sa magandang kinabuasan

at yung nagmamahal ng totoo sayo

*

hindi ako pulitikong nangangako ng kahit ano.

hindi rin ako naghahangad pa ng iba't-ibang bagay o gamit

hindi mo man maibigay nang buong-buo oras mo

basta't yakapin mo lang ako

*

wala na akong hihilingin pang iba.

wala na rin akong hahanapin pang iba.

wala ka mang gawing kakaiba o espesyal

mahalin mo lang ako, ayos na ayos na!

do as you said: "keep on dancing"....

at times, we want to stay at a certain place and time
at times, we want to go back; to relive that certain moment over and over again
we cannot control the continuous flow of time
we cannot control the minds and desires of people

all we could do is hope for the best, and brace ourselves for whatever worsts may come

"I want you to know it's a little f***ed up that I'm stuck here waitin" -Mike Shinoda
is your favorite line of one of his songs

even if it's all we can do... just dance... dance it off... and let it all go away...

as you said:

"Life is a party, keep on dancing"

to all that you've lost...

i saw you, seemingly asleep

right at a corner of the room

you were standing, softly leaning

you were plugged, softly listening

i, kiss the rain,

river flows in you, love me

nestled by your yiruma friend

you gently tear, one after one

from your cheeks to your weakened chest

i hear them fall, it pained me so

i, kiss the rain,

river flows in you, love me

i can only help you find rest

from all you troubles, and heartbreaks

i'll be a shoulder to your head

let me console, lend me your hand

i, kiss the rain,

river flows in you, love me

mosaic piece....

watching the world move slowly
that is what i do
still, i observe all the views
as time passes through

everything feel so lifeless
all a dull moment
like a mosaic of mixed black
and white photographs

now i watch you move my world
it is what you do
never still, i observe you
as time flies through

ererything becomes lively
there're no dull moments
now etched in my memories
a very vibrant

mosaic piece....

-Azalaiah Ashwings